Saturday, September 22, 2012

Our sick twisted world

This is Jackie. I have talked about Jackie plenty of times, but for those that are just waking up or have short term memory loss, let me refresh the story. Jackie is this vibrant 16 year old girl that has had her teenage life altered because of stupid dumb bone cancer. She smart, funny, a great dresser, but is battling a painful form of cancer. I wish I could say that her love of nail polish and her fashionestta ways are what brought us together, but sadly, frigging cancer did. Like I have said, I have never met this chicka, yet I am so drawn to her and want to be like a big sister (I am way too young to be her mom, so no comments). We met via blogging and Twitter and our friendship grew. When they found Jackie's cancer, they at first thought it was a sports related injury, but ultimately she was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma in her left leg. She had surgery which I am sure wasn't painful at all. BLAHAHAHAHAAH it hurt like a bitch and left this girl with a big ass scar. She has received chemotherapy and lost all her hair (just what every 16 year old girl wants, right??! UGH). Jackie has scars in her arms from her IV's and has spent her summer in and out of the hospital. Her girlfirends and Jackie should have been checking out the boys at the mall and trying out new outfits! She was rushed to the hospital awhile ago because he fever spiked and she was so sick. It took the doctors some time to figure it out, but they did and she went to her home with her family. That is where every teenager should be NOT spending days in the hospital. But that stay was rough, it wasn't her regular hospital or doctors and the nurse was, well... let's just say not nice (Jackie used more colorful words but I's the adult here, HAHAAH).  Jackie got her last round of "Red Devil" wearing the "Attitude shoes to kick cancer's ass" I sent her. Doesn't she look like a cancer killer? Her life has been difficult since January to say the least, imagine what her parents are going through? Feeling helpless I am sure. I will not pretend to understand I only send them loving calm vibes. want that life??? Some person (now it could have been a 12 year old playing a game, a 67 year old grandma who was bored, 30 year old creeper looking at pics, or a 17 year old looking for attention...whoever this was, it is so twisted) they took ALL of Jackie's pictures and made an Instagram (all the cool kids have one check it out!) and called themselves "Avery Thomason". People commented with encouraging words, funny comments and smiling faces all trying to make stupid dumb "Avery" feel better. WTF!!!??? The whack even made life comments like "yes this nurse was a mean bitch", how the fuck do they know, you are NOT Jackie!! We live in a world where, for attention, we take this gorgeous 16 year old's hard, painful life that is now filling all her loved ones with worry and make it our own?! Isn't our own life enough to deal with?! Maybe you need to find a job! Better yet find a charity. We need a cure for friggin cancer here. There is so much more you could have done. It pissed Jackie off, made her friends irate, and made this full blooded Italian look to put the hurt on. BUT BUT BUT positive energy in, right?! SOOOO, I offered to help the psycho and buy them some shoes (I was so going to the Dollar store and getting flip flops!!!). They were removed but I think the damage and violation is done.
 Before you judge someone or wish you were them, look at bettering your own life. I am sure we all have room to grow or help. That life you are wanting so bad may seem all shinny on the outside but I bet inside there is more rust than you want. If you think your life sucks, the person next to you may suck even more. So be happy with YOU and your life and just LIVE!! Although, I am pretty fanfreakingtasticly sparkly with glitter sprinkled all over (I will, however, mess you up if you take my life, just saying).


  1. I follow Jackie on Instagram as well and, like you, was PISSED when I saw that someone was stealing her photos and using her illness to gain attention. People are MESSED UP!

    Jackie is an amazing girl!

    1. Funny cause I find you pretty wonderful too! Sending you crazy cool vibes today my seestar:)