Monday, July 9, 2012

WTF, I now really have a plastic surgeon??!! I feel so "Mob Wives" like, I want to be Drita! The meeting today with the plastic surgeon was quick and painless, I didn't even have to take my clothes off for once. He is confident that my surgery will go off without a hitch and my new boobs will be "perky". I really kept an eye on Tom and made sure he did not sign, mouth,or  gesture "Double D" to the doc. It was very surreal going there and taking about implants, which I am not opposed to just hate the reason I am there. It brings me that much closer to the BIG DAY.  I mean come on how many more times do I have to "look on the brighter side"? There really is not a brighter side, it is just a side and that side needs a little pink glitter paint to brighten the walls. Life is sucky and you have to figure out how to not let it suck the life out of you or suck you in. I will never be the why me person because why not me? I am not any better than any other breast cancer survivor or fighter out there. I am just me, with new perky boobs! OK I am fabulous especially in a tiara, pink boa and sucking down champagne at 7am:)

At the Race for the Cure 2012 with my Nikki

6 comments:

  1. AM~
    Mom told us what was going on with you. Please know you are on our minds and in our prayers. Christopher and I believe without a shadow of a doubt and have 1000% confidence that you will kick this stupid dumb breast cancer's butt!

    You are one of the strongest, toughest, positive, ridiculously funny, etc... people I am honored to have in my life and have the grace to call a cousin and we know you will fight this stupid crap full force. Christopher and I will continue to send nothing but positive vibes, strength and love to you.

    You will totally rock your new perky boobs and we hope to get the chance to see you while we are up there! I am sure you have heard this a million times so here is a million and one...if there is anything we can do for you, Tom and the rest of your Family, please let us know! Lots of love to you!!!

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    1. Dear sweet Dana! You are so wonderful. I miss that beautiful face. Please please stay close. Breast cancer is stupid and it will never win. Not just because I am strong but I have this amazing family that just keeps oozing love! On a normal day that would make me vommit but stupid dumb breast cancer has made me a little mushy:) XO

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    3. You are too sweet and there is no doubt about you having an amazing Family! Embrace and lean on EVERYONE around you and those willing to be there as it will only make you stronger! For those who elect not to be...piss on them! Oh and being a little mushy is perfectly ok even for a tough cookie such as yourself! Lots of LOVE!

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  2. AM - been thinking about you like crazy and sending good vibes your way. Did I mention I freaking hate cancer! It pissed off the wrong girl - kick it's ass! I will do you the favor of not cooking for you so when you get a craving for take out of any variety call me up and it will be there. Seriously we are with you and in awe of your strength and tenacity. Sending our love. The shoes and the girlfriend pics are fabulous!

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    1. Thanks Jenny, we hate stupid dumb breast cancer. it's a fight we are not willing to back down to. Be ready for the race of the year! Xo

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